Food, juicing, smoothies… clarity

It has been a very interesting week.  I have been experiencing moments of clarity and in those moments of clarity, I feel like such a failure on so many levels.

I normally would not admit this feeling.  I would just pretend everything is wonderful and to the outside world I would appear to be a happy, healthy, successful teacher, realtor, mom and wife.  But I am not going to do this any longer.  I am writing this blog to deal with my feelings.  To make my life wonderful on all levels… because I CAN and only I CAN.  It is up to me to deal with my shit and fix it!  It is not up to the hubby, the kids, the job, the whatever…. it is up to me, and only me.

I want to write about so many things.   I need to make a list and knock off a topic each night.  There is so much happening right now in life, as always… so many things are coming about in my mind and happening in my life, right in front of my eyes…

I had a great week on the new plan.  I went to bed early, suffered no hangovers, lost no time laying in bed, spent quality time with the kids and hubby, worked out, ate healthy, juiced, did smoothies… and drank WAY less than normal.  WAY less.  This is key.  The reduction in alcohol and increase in juice and smoothies has been incredible.   I have felt better this week than I have in years.

There is so much in my head, so much I want to do and write about.  I will make a plan and will write about:

  • Clarity
  • trusting God in decisions
  • food/meals
  • juicing
  • smoothies
  • high blood pressure
  • high cholesterol
  • denial
  • not being accountable
  • workouts
  • sauna
  • career dilemma:  teaching vs. real estate

These are a few of the things on my mind.  My goal is to write at least 5 times a week.

In the mean time, check out some of the meals I made this week – see photos.


Published by lisamarie2015

I just turned 50 and am ready to make 2020 the year of major change for myself and my family! I am a realtor, an artist and a fitness lover. I am ready to tackle some of those difficult things in life that seem to get put off and put off and see where this new road of focus and intention takes me.

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