Yep, it’s that time of year again. I’ve spent the last year drinking as heavily as ever! It was a “better” year because we spent All of January sober and subsequently lost about 12-15 pounds. We started back to drinking in February and didn’t stop again until January 31, 2016! I was able to have better “control” and no puking/falling etc and I also managed to get to my heaviest weight of 190! This weight is just terrible for me and the highest ever besides when I was pregnant! We didn’t work out much and our business skyrocketed. We run a very successful business and it took over our time and efforts and our health and weight suffered.
I wasn’t a good role model to my kids last year with respect to allowing them to see my daily drinking habits and sometimes the crazy drunk with a potty mouth. Sad. Really sad.
But I’m changing it this year. I will not go back.
Sent all the alcohol to a friend today. None in the house at all and I’m super excited about it. Tim is totally on board and ready too. We’ve hired a trainer. I am not drinking again until I reach my goal weight of 140 pounds. IF I EVER DRINK AGAIN.
I spent all day in bed nursing a terrible hangover yesterday. We threw a New Year’s Eve bash for a bunch of our friends and I managed to drink 12 plus glasses of wine and stayed up till 6am. Not too smart! Goodbye to those crazy nights. I’ve had more than my fair share of booze, parties and late nights. I’m ready for a new life. And I’m ready to be a better role model.