This time Is It!

Reading blog posts with recurring themes for the past 5 years is very unsettling. And yes, I’m still in the same boat mentally with alcohol. Yes, my drinking is less than it was then, not as excessive. But yes, I still drink almost daily and have been smoking too. I am ready to make the

Let’s try this again, take 3!

Yep, it’s that time of year again. I’ve spent the last year drinking as heavily as ever!  It was a “better” year because we spent All of January sober and subsequently lost about 12-15 pounds.   We started back to drinking in February and didn’t stop again until January 31, 2016!  I was able to